Fredd and Jasmine

My skin feels of sand paper,
Rubbing my hands up and down,
My blood tastes like a penny, and a sweet aromatic jasmine.
My blood that tastes like jasmine.

Through my own eyes, owl-eyed, angel-eyed, Green-eyed,
Keep my blood tasting clean,
Keep my blood tasting that of jasmine,
I am a flower,

Smell it in your nose, no, you taste it on your tongue,
My blood, it lasts like jasmine,
And she loves me to be her home,

And he brings me home, and we call it home,
I am forever at home when he is near.

You are my home,
And you taste my floral blood,
The essence that makes me, me.

I could kiss you, and catch your exhales,
as you breath when you're asleep.
I inhale your exhale, and together we are one.

I love you more than lavender, and I love you more than blood,
I love you more than blowing kisses flung from dandelion seeds from the sun,

You make me whole, and in, inside your arms, inside your mind,
That gives me home,
The place I have always wanted.
Is you.

Cider

Desire, my Cider,
Bitten by the sharpest branch,
I'm not the kind who so easily forgets,
But I'll bet my bets on a wish.
Cider, you sting my lips,
Like thousands of morphine laced bumblebees,
Leave me frozen, and recollecting what you mean to me.
I'm standing still in cold water,
And I'm electric, all wires turned on.
My hair falling all over my face,
Twisting and turning in the wind,
With a smile on my face, this is Spring.
But Cider and his bitter kiss,
Keeps me tempted to trail after,
Running bare footed and wild eyed,
Through the mud,
If I could only make him smile.
Dirt in my hair, he's a natures doll,
And I see his little horns,
Even the grim reaper can't take me away,
Or break me, or make me wash my hair.
I have what was stolen, Cider,
The sweet honey browns, and light amber gold,
Flipping through the wind, running up hills,
Desire, Cider, my friend.

Daddy Long-Legs

Today seems like a loom,
Stretching every fine line.
Daddy long-legs I'll dance for you,
If you kiss me,
But you cant,
Your lips were't made for love.
Spin me a tale of self bruising,
And I'll weep you the story,
Of a lonely spider who was trying to feel.
Mister Daddy long-legs tuck me to sleep,
I know what it's like to weep,
I know what it's like to be stretched so thin,
And I know what it's like to find love again.

Winter Colors

I didn't mean to destroy it,

It was watercolor in my hands,

Running down like rivers of hues,

Contaminating my skin,

Dying it colors of winter.

Stain my heart like a piece of wood,

I can fall back and be crushed.

Spreading all your lies,

Making the night stand still.

I hope this year is better than the last.

My mouth can speak secrets of life,

But my breath wont listen,

It's fixated on the brown in your eyes.

Confident, and sure, and all the things I'm not.

The makers and breakers,

Winter slaps me in the face,

And all I am is a mess.

I'll Know

Although it's a secret for now,

Space starts in your eyes.

I'm on a destination trip to the stars,

It's only heat that seeps from you,

Don't let them tease you.

I'll draw a map to the sea,

If you'll follow me,

You'll never know,

How important someone was,

But I couldn't forget.

It's not about the words they speak,

Like sugar glasses,

Sticky words on paper,

But I'll know the difference,

When the birds sing.

The Dangerous Side

Deep stagnant blue,

Like the water,

Who just realized its dangerous side.

Tip-toeing through the room,

Like dancers spinning wildly across ice,

Throwing flowers of the hottest shades.

And I fear its my spiraling downfall,

That keeps me up at nights shaking,

Contemplating the truth of love.

Snakes with there poison tongue,

Splitting wood with no blade,

And it's all-

Sleeping around the town and world,

Like a snake, spitting out poison,

All with the eyes of an angel.

If sex is the key,

You have too many secrets locked away.

And it's all-

I'm floating down a river on my back,

Watching the world rush by,

Even the flowers are calling my name.

I can smell the autumn leaves and dirt,

Smell the crispness in the air,

Running fingers through the water,

Who just realized it's dangerous side.

Bones

And here I am sitting,
Gnawing, and licking.
Gnawing on your bones.
I don't need your flesh,
Your blood.
It's your framework,
Your ivory white.
What keeps you standing.
And I'll chew,
And chew,
In this ghost town room.
And then I come running,
And scratching,
Scratching on your door.
Pawing like a cat,
I can't take any more.
But I know you're not there,
You're on the train with your bones,
And I'll lay on the cold ground,
And laugh,
Because I know who I am,
And I know what your bones taste like,
And I'll chew, and gnaw forever,
Forever on your bones.